Being able to sence aura is a gift and a curse as you know Chibi. Being able to control and absorb auras or energie is another thing which is really difficult and dangerous and addicting. I have experience with auras on a large level. although controling them really uses up lots energy. Absorbing them is I believe something like being a drug addict. Although keeping in the energy absorbed is something much easier but hard if you take in too much. When you take in too much or not ehough, there are side effects which arent really devistating just hard to handle.