chibiz

I had a similar problem JZ. my girlfriend just finds a new boyfriend and even lies to me showing me a pic of a black guy. She even says he goes to another school but I thought that was a lie(which it was) I figured out it was a lie from me sending a flower to her for the homecoming week. she thought it was from her boyfriend. she kind of got mad at me but I told her the reason behind it which was because I wasn't able to give one to her the year before. funny thing was I had bumped into her boyfriend once in school without knowing it. I was just talking to a friend and not paying attention to what was infront of me. her bf just steps out of the room and I accidently bump into him. later that day i saw her and him together. then later about the end of the first semester, I heard she only left me because I was "getting to close" all I did was listen and talk to her on the bus. even bring her a mountain dew almost every school day. one time she didn't ride and I went over to my grandparents place for the weekend. I called her up and told her about the mtndew and aid I was going to bring it to her but he said I couldn't come over because her dad was gone(which I thought he was supposed to be home during this time) I had even been all nice and dressed up to meet him. I would have eeven walked in the downpouring rain that day to meet him. I just wanted his aproval of dating her...I had easily gotten the aproval of her friends when they first saw me. I looked nice and harmless. I even gave them gum to sweeten the deal. I kind of dispise those in relationships because of what happend to me. I was dumped or a more goth looking guy. I was not even close to looking like a goth....well maybe the longish hair...I said fine about her having a new boyfriend and was hoping we could have been friends which she said yes....she basically lied since when ever i sat tat the table during lunch I kept getting questions from her friends for why I was sitting there and I told them because she told me we were still friends...that bish lied to me too many times. I just sat near the table only because there weren't any other seats in the cafateria. I just sat alone not paying attention to anyone. after I got my food down I just wnent to the east wing near my next class and sat there listening to the peacefull quiet. sometimes even did a little walk up and down the stairs and through the halls.